through the clouds and through the elven stars,
i see myself, hovering above the tips of the blades of grass
fluttering, flying, playing.....
slowly rising up the leaves, to atop the bright and colorful flowers
sparkling with joy and gladness, free......

Bibilios

  • Emily the Strange
  • The Little Prince
  • Hope for the Flowers
  • The Velveteen Rabbit
  • The Alchemist
  • Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows

Music

  • Tiesto, Chicane, PVD, Armin Van Buuren, Benny Benassi....
  • Chillout Projects, The Lounge Story, Jakatta, Zero-7, Nina Simone....
  • Sublime, 311, Marley (course!)...
  • Beethoven, Bach, Vivaldi, Tchaikovsky, Strauss...
  • Kjwan, Urbandub, Wolfgang, Session Road....
  • Evanescence, Deftones, Korn, Audioslave....
  • STP, RCHP, Pearl Jam, DMB, Silverchair....
  • i listen to too much music.... -_-

Movies

  • What Dreams May Come
  • Hackers
  • The Thomas Crown Affair
  • Pan's Labyrinth
  • Labyrinth
  • Legend
  • Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
  • Romeo & Juliet
  • Moulin Rouge
  • 50 1st Dates
  • My Sassy Girl =}
  • Euro Trip
  • Mean Girls

On another negative feedback loop....

The last time i posted this song was... Wait, i cant access it anymore.. Fuck you google!

Anyway if i were to guess, the last time i was listening to this song was around almost around the same time last year... After... Around after the hands came at me.. Those hands.. And then they threw me around, and i remember the sound of my voice screaming "GET OUT!! GET THE FUCK OUT!!".. "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY CASTLE!! Before i let the guards drag you out, GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY TOWER!!"...

Anyway... Well that time, i felt like i was rock bottom...

And times are different now... But still..... How many times do you have to hit rock bottom till you realize enough is enough?....

But still..... The tears still keep flowing...

When will this end? It goes on and on, Over and over, and over again.. It keeps spinning around, I know that this wont stop, Till i get down from this.. .. For good... -_-

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