The pain...

Its feels like... The highest of highs, and the lowest of lows... Like a rollercoaster.... One day you feel like you're at the top of the mountain, feeling the warm sun on your skin.. And then for some reason you're triggered, then the next moment you just go crashing down.. And you end up bouncing off the walls screaming your head off, because everything hurts... From the tips of your hair, to the voices echoing in your head, and the air you breathe in....

- At times, it feels like a warm blanket.. Other times, you feel trapped in a nightmare...... You end up appearing like a tornado, destroying everything in your path.. And once the tornado has begun, you are hard to reach... You are a warrior, in a dark forest with no compass, and you're unable to tell who the actual enemy is..... So you never feel safe... -





He said, "i've never been afraid in my life..."... I just looked at him and laughed.... Because ive been terrified, my entire life....